Tuesday, December 31, 2024

"the walls were information"

31 December 2024: Should be a quiet New Year's Eve here, which has been the pattern these past four years or so, and that's okay. Took a good long walk, wrote my Christmas thank-you notes, taking care of odds and ends... 

Also--of course--making time for good TV. It's been quite wonderful to keep finding shows that show me a bit of myself, even if quite obliquely. Right now, I am working my way through How to Die Alone, which is just wonderful.

I can't stop thinking about the analogy one character, Terrance, used to describe Mel, the protagonist, who was venting to him about "hitting wall after wall after wall." "I don't want to give up," she says, "but...shit hurts."

"You sound lime my Roomba," he tells her, and when she is amusedly offended, he explains it: when he first got it, it kept hitting walls and he thought it was broken. Then one day, and "the shit was working. Turns out, the walls were information. And every wall was teaching it where to go--and where not to." (By the way, am I shipping this couple? Sure am! We'll see what happens...)

A little research tells me that Natasha Rothwell and the other folks behind the show see this as a central metaphor for Mel's journey, which is smart as heck. 

Looking back and looking forward--in the spirit of the day--I think I'll try to carry that with me. 2025 looks to full of so many walls, but the walls are information. 

[Also, now nine straight years of one post per day--including "catch-up" posts.]

Monday, December 30, 2024

The Wedding People

30 December 2024: “It is not an easy thing to do, walk away from what you’ve built and save yourself.” --Alison Espach, The Wedding People

I really adored this book, the final "new" book I will read this year. (Grand total of eighteen, not great but also not bad for a year in which I wrote so much of my own book, graded so many papers, and the world was so...2024. And much better than years when that total was single digits!) 

Sunday, December 29, 2024

Christmas: Part 2

29 December 2024: Hosted Erin and company, Tara and the boys, and my parents today for Christmas: Part 2. Pretty great time!





(this last one taken--obviously--shortly after everyone left)

Saturday, December 28, 2024

Williamsburg with Mike and Allison

28 December 2024: On our way back home, Jane and I stopped in Colonial Williamsburg and met up with Mike and Allison. It was really nice to spend time with them, walking around the decorated town, having lunch, and catching up.  

(Bummed that I didn't get any pictures!)

Winterfest on the Wisconsin

27 December 2024:

[Catch-up post...]

Ducked away on a quick road trip with Jane down to Norfolk to go to Winterfest on the Wisconsin. Really charming, whimsical, and magical!


Thursday, December 26, 2024

5 years and 1 day...

26 December 2024: Somehow my 10K-step streak hit five years yesterday. It's gotta end at some point, but weather, health, and scheduling somehow continued to cooperate for another 366 days.

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Christmas 2024

25 December 2024: Blessed to spend the day with Erin, Eric, and the girls (and the dogs, one of whom was insistent on some face-licking...).




Tuesday, December 24, 2024

Quiet and cozy...

24 December 2024: Last minute (impending weather that turned out to not be that bad) change of plans means no trip to NY this year. (It's okay because most of the family will be down here later this week.) 

So today has been quiet and cozy, just me and the girls. (BabyCat, who also lives here, is not pictured.)


Monday, December 23, 2024

In an instant...

23 December 2024: Passed by an awful-looking traffic accident today really soon after it happened. Been thinking about it since then, really hoping and praying for those involved. In a second, everything can change. Seems especially painful given the date. 

Sunday, December 22, 2024

Now it's Christmas...

22 December 2024: Realized I hadn't yet watched one important film in my personal Christmas canon. Remedying that now as I finish a letter of recommendation.

Saturday, December 21, 2024

Some "break vibes..."

21 December 2024: Did a bunch of weekly chores this morning, but then took the rest of the day off. First, a women's basketball game with Carrie and Amy. We watched them score their first conference win in a closely-fought game. Then Amy and I drove to Hagerstown for a movie (Mufasa, perfectly fine and skippable). Then dinner and Christmas gifts. And now home sweet home with my girls. Not bad at all.  

Friday, December 20, 2024

My kind of metaphor...

20 December 2024: Definitely on my top five list of favorite student evaluation comments, from a student in ENGL 101: "dr. hanrahan shot from half court and made it...." I burst out laughing. 

Other memorable posts about evaluations here and here.

Thursday, December 19, 2024

"Think not we give out yet..."

19 December 2024: Ah, Walt...

"Sounds of the Winter" 

Walt Whitman

Sounds of the winter too,

Sunshine upon the mountains—many a distant strain

From cheery railroad train—from nearer field, barn, house

The whispering air—even the mute crops, garner’d apples, corn,

Children’s and women’s tones—rhythm of many a farmer and of flail,

And old man’s garrulous lips among the rest, Think not we give out yet,

Forth from these snowy hairs we keep up yet the lilt.

Wednesday, December 18, 2024

We make good writers...

18 December 2024: Spent entirely too much time today working on the program newsletter, something that mostly falls on me since zero students completed the practicum this semester. And there so much more to do. Tedious stuff. Grumble, grumble. (While also asking why I feel the responsibility to do this darn thing...I am my own worst enemy.) 

But! Here's a great thing: I worked through four pieces written by students who basically volunteered to write (or accepted my eager invitation). And they are great. Our program is making good writers. It's so much fun to see that in action. 

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

"Do not be afraid"

17 December 2024: "And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, 'Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.'" Luke 2: 8-12.

Thinking this afternoon about the words of the angel: comfort and joy delivered amidst fear and awe to men who must have felt so overwhelmed: "Do not be afraid."

Amen. 

Monday, December 16, 2024

That's how you know...

16 December 2024: "'Hoe' is the antecendent."

That sentence, uttered by students explaining the lyrics of a song to me, is exactly how you know you are at a Sigma Tau Delta holiday party.

It was--for the first time since 2019--terrific to host them back here at the house. 

Sunday, December 15, 2024

Earth to Moon

15 December 2024: "How do you heal? You make a decision. Mine is this: no more bullies allowed" (344). 

I am really glad I decided to pick Earth to Moon for our little book club. I knew I was going to read it sooner or later after hearing Moon Zappa talk about it on Depresh Mode. My life has been so very different from hers, but so much of what she wrote about rang (sometimes painfully) true. 

Work Cited

Zappa, Moon. Earth to Moon. Deyst, 2024.

Saturday, December 14, 2024

Herndon WinterMarkt

14 December 2024: Had a delightful day with Jane at the Herndon WinterMarkt. We didn't buy much--just a couple of things (both from the same booth!)--but wandered and people-watched. We got lunch at booth selling various waffle-products on sticks, including waffledogs and dessert-y flavors. And despite me saying, "We have to take a picture this time," we didn't. But it was a good day.

Friday, December 13, 2024

Christmas shopping...

13 December 2024: Amy took the day off work and we spent the day shopping, having lunch, and seeing a movie (The Order, which was great). So much fun from start to finish and got me a bit more in the spirit!

Thursday, December 12, 2024

Fall 2024 Grading: DONE!

12 December 2024: Just hit "submit" on the final set of grades, always a good feeling, but it's even more special when I think about how it started (COVID), what came in the middle (the election, a student's death), and the aftermath of all of that. 

Unfortunately, there's still non-grade-related stuff I need to get done in the next couple of weeks. And the new semester starts pretty soon. So there's that.

But for now? Chair-dancing, of course!  
  

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Dinner with my favorites...

11 December 2024: What an absolute delight to have dinner tonight with Tim, Kevin, Hannah, Cory, and Amy. We went to the new Greek place in town, exchanged gifts, and just laughed and laughed. Perfect way to end hte day!

Tuesday, December 10, 2024

Nikki Giovanni

10 December 2024:

i hope i die
warmed
by the life that i tried
to live

— Nikki Giovanni

RIP to this legendary woman. 

Monday, December 9, 2024

English Teacher

9 December 2024: "A dying profession chose us." -Gwendolyn on English Teacher

Really enjoying this show after (finally!) starting it last week. There isn't much--just eight episodes--but I hope we get more of it. 

Sunday, December 8, 2024

Nursing a pain in the neck...

8 December 2024: Somehow managed to do something to my neck last night and have been uncomfortable all day. Went for my walk before the sun came up, hit the grocery story right after it opened, and have been taking it pretty easy since then. Graded, rested, graded some more, read my book club book. Still hurts about the same, but at least it's not worse. (And I'll still hit 10,000 steps because walking doesn't hurt--just moving my head/neck certain ways.) Just really trying not to get down about it and hoping it feels better tomorrow. 

Nurse Jo has once again been on duty, feeling especially cuddly today.


Saturday, December 7, 2024

Farewell reception...

7 December 2024: Some bittersweet emotions this evening at a farewell gathering for my friend and colleague, Jim, who had taken a position at the University of Richmond. He's just such a special person: smart, kind, hard-working, and just the best person. I'll miss him and his family so much. 

Friday, December 6, 2024

Just what I wanted...

6 December 2024: Yesterday, I was literally one click away from ordering a new knit hat for my cold-weather walks. Today, a student I am quite fond of (yes, that's almost all of them...) came in with a wrapped Christmas gift. "What's in the box?" I asked, and he handed it to me.

What was in the box? This hat he made for me. 


Once again reminded of how absolutely blessed I am to have this job. 

Thursday, December 5, 2024

Just try...

5 December 2024: Found this on a chalkboard when turning off the lights in the classrooms this evening. Got me a bit emotional.


Wednesday, December 4, 2024

Last 101 class...

4 December 2024: My ENGL 101 class met for the last time as a group today. Their final portfolios are due on Friday and we aren't meeting during the final exam period. They've been an interesting (and, of course, great!) group: quiet, not at all flashy, and making me work for every reaction and engagement--but not in a rude or aggressive way. I don't think I've ever taught a class like them before.

It's also been such a pleasure to see their confidence and abilities grow. 

I told them today that I know I'll remember them and what they taught me. 

Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Hearsay???

3 December 2024: Here's a moment from today's GWST class that will stay with me:

A (really bright, really cool) student was talking about having to confront ignorance and used an example of talking to a male friend about going to the gynecologist. She said, "You know, it can be really painful..."

And the friend said, "That's hearsay."

The way I burst out laughing!

Monday, December 2, 2024

Buddy Dinner

2 December 2024: After a good first day back from break, it was extra-nice to end the day having dinner with Hannah. Ostensibly, we needed to talk about some work stuff, but of course we lingered much longer. So grateful today and every day for her friendship. 

Sunday, December 1, 2024

Last week of classes: here we go...

1 December 2024: Tomorrow marks the start of the last week of classes (followed by finals week). I said to Amy tonight that I have a feeling the students won't be returning from break especially rested or in much better shape then they were before break, but we'll see. 

As for me? I can do it. Most of the grading is now behind me and what's still coming in will be relatively staggered and manageable. 

So, here we go!