In a more granual sense, for me, that mostly meant staying close to home (snow and ice played a role in that), working the book, and spending nearly two hours on a video chat with Jane, Allison, Heather, and Beth. All of that helped to push back against the darkness.
Day one of a new, dark reality, but we keep going.
Update, 7:41 p.m.: Just feels worth recording this because emotions and grief and today are so weird: just now, "crop duster" was an answer on Jeopardy! and I giggled and thought, 'I should tell Ryan that,'" like I could just call him up or he was in the other room. Just a second, if that. And then the "oh, wait..."
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